"Pagbabago"

As of today I’m 16mo.s and 10days old Mom to my son EON

and having my little one really CHANGED my life big time.

Well this question crack up my mind:

WHAT IS THE ESSENCE OF BEING A WOMAN?

This question was asked to Ms. Universe '94 Miss India Sushmita Sen. Sushmita's famous answer: "Just being a woman is God's gift. The origin of a child is a mother, a woman. She shows a man what sharing, caring, and loving is all about. That is the essence of a woman."

It was the question that always makes me think and thank God for giving me my wonderful gift. Now that I'm a mother, I’m even more excited to wake up each day of my life. Hugging, Cuddling, Kissing and Smelling my angel’s breath is one of my favorite daily routine of my every morning. Next in line? Watching My husband Erik while he sleeps. Seeing him every morning on the other side of our bed, waking him up with my huge hug is a YES WAY!

On the other hand I just want to share this…

When I was a little girl I’m always praying to Papa God, asking him to grant my

ULTIMATE wish “for me to have that chance of seeing my DADDY”

My daddy left us when I was 8 mo.s old. I don’t even know how he looks like,

all I know is his name and that’s it! and SAD TO SAY

I don’t even have a picture of him. What hurts me even more back then is

when my mom doesn’t even want to talk about him anymore.

But come November of 2009 our good Lord finds a way for me to reach my

Dad and well the rest is a HISTORY!!!

Until this very moment I still can’t believe, all these CHANGES is happening in my crazy life. After so many years, NOW i can say that I’m so complete.

ATLEAST NOW I HAVE 3 OF THE MOST IMPORTANT MAN IN MY LIFE.

What else could I ask for? I’m loving the fact that now i HAVE a Father!!! And i’m loving my Dad big time!!! I want to thank my husband for always being there for me and for the nth time i’m loving him more this time, he is the best Father Eon could ever have. I never even imagine a life without them.

And for our little one I’M VERY MUCH INLOVE WITH YOU!

Rest assured that I would do everything for you.

I will try to be the BEST MOM that I can be.

MOMMY will never leave your side no matter what.

I also know that PAPA GOD and your Guardian ANGELS will always protect and love you dearly.

I love my life.
I will embrassed all these changes forever...