One Little Candle For You...

November 25, 2007

when i learned that i was 5weeks

pregnant with my Keith Kyres

i requested Erik to light one little candle last night. this is for our little one who didn't make to see the world last January 06 2008. (my worst nightmare ever)

I will admit that i still have my "what if's moments" but as time passes by i let go everything and leave it all up to Papa God. i know my little one is up in heaven with him and happy guarding all of us down here.

...and having his baby brother EON says it all maybe my little angel answered all my prayers. I know deep with in me my little lovee dubee never leave my side. Despite all that had happened i became a better person and will continue to be one.

Xns:

"someone accused me on so many things" but i ended up keeping all my faith guarded and opted to remain silent... while she kept on banging on my pride and it hurts me so badly, but i didn't give up i prayed even more harder. asking on what to do and what to react on but GOD is GOOD and he knows who's who. when i learned that i was pregnant again for the 2nd time around that was then i realized how much Erik loves me.

i believe that Life is like a game of cards. The hand that is dealt with you represents determinism and the way how you play it is what you call a FREE WILL. AMEN