"My NOTE thought!"

As of today I’m 32 weeks and 3days old pregnant. Having this little miracle inside my tummy CHANGE my life big time.

Well this question crack up my mind: WHAT IS THE ESSENCE OF BEING A WOMAN? This question was asked to Ms. Universe '94 Miss India Sushmita Sen. Sushmita's famous answer: "Just being a woman is God's gift. The origin of a child is a mother, a woman. She shows a man what sharing, caring, and loving is all about. That is the essence of a woman."

It was the question that always makes me think and thank God for giving me this wonderful gift. Now that I’m going to be a mom I’m even more excited to wake up each day of my life. Talking to my baby (for him to be able to recognize my voice while he’s down there) that’s now one of my favorite daily routine of my every morning. Next in line? Watching Erik while he sleeps. Seeing him every morning on the other side of our bed, waking him up with my huge hug is a YES WAY!

On the other hand I just want to share this…

When I was a little girl I’m always praying to Papa God, asking him to grant my ULTIMATE wish “for me to have that chance of seeing my DADDY”

My daddy left us when I was 8 mo.s old. I don’t even know how he looks like, all I know is his name and that’s it! and SAD TO SAY I don’t even have a picture of him. What hurts me even more back then is when my mom doesn’t even want to talk about him anymore. Poor me.

Until this very moment I feel so incomplete and STILL HOPING that one day I will see him in flesh. (FAITH could only tell)

But after how many years of my agony I realized a lot of things, I may not have a DAD that will protect and guide me.

ATLEAST NOW I HAVE 2 OF THE MOST IMPORTANT MAN IN MY LIFE. What else could I ask for? I love them both so much. I never even imagine a life with Erik but now its really happening. “Believe it or not” again for the NTH time I love him even more this time.

And for our little one who is coming very soon… “I’M VERY MUCH THRILLED TO SEE AND HUG YOU TIGHT! Rest assured that I would do everything for you. I will try to be the BEST MOM that I can be. MOMMY will never leave your side no matter what. I also know that PAPA GOD and your Guardian ANGELS will always protect and love you dearly. I love you so much baby.”

Xns:

Until my next 4D update of Pengi :D