Over this past few years i've been analyzing a lot of things in my life! I made my own decision and sadly hurt myself even more. A lot of people calls me STUPID and most of them Hates me now. Why? Maybe because i'm loving the wrong one. But the feeling is overwhelming when he's around. When were together its all FUN and laughter's yes! sometimes with tears. What hurts me even more is that i know of this: Things might not fall into the right places anymore, even if he keeps on telling me that HE LOVES ME SO MUCH and that things will be alright soon. SAME OLD SHIT!
The real score?
I cant take it any longer! and yet im allowing it! POOR ME!
What i learned is that sometimes we need to stop analyzing the past. Stop planing the future. Stop trying to figure out precisely how we feel. Stop deciding with our mind what we want our heart to feel. Sometimes we just have to give it a go and just have to go with "WHATEVER HAPPENS! HAPPENS!"
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