(on its 1st day)
Penguin fetches me at the office
(But twin didn’t know that I’m with Erik for some reasons I know she’ll get mad at me) sigh
As we went over Erik and I went to Rockwell and stroll around first and watah!
Into our surprise we saw someone (eeeek) I don’t want to mention who we saw (devastating) so we argued hardcore! hearing his painful words again, breaks my heart! He shouted at me at the top of his voice while I was crying he keeps on telling me “ang tigas na ng mukha mo ha” “ano gusto mo bulgaran na” and more of his words!
In short I don’t have the right to react! and just accept everything!
So we both decided to transfer at Glorietta instead of staying there. (that really screwed up my day!)while were on our way to Glorietta...
He wanted to pull over and leave me at the middle of the road how cruel is he!!! But later on he calms down! Again at the parking lot he shouted at me “mag ayos ka na ayoko ng me-kasamang mukhang abnormal!” I kept quiet and just brush my hair and freshen up my face because my eyes are so red! I’m scared that he might hit me again if I don’t follow what he says!
We went inside Super Bowl and talked (he hugged me and he says that he's sorry for saying such things!) so I cried and just understand. As always! But at the back of my mind I want to slap his face and I hope one day I can REALLY break his heart! I just don’t know how! I’m tired of all these but I’m holding on And being stupid is who I am now because of my love for him. (I feel really bad) it’s a cycle and I’m always hurting.
After that we’re GOOD to go again! Meaning “BATI NA KAMI” it’s as if nothing happened. We fetch Amae at JRP and they drop me off again in Rockwell to meet up Joan.
At around 7pm I arrived! Joan was there standing from 3.30pm up to the time I came in.But at least she already experienced the said event because she was away last year that’s why I wanted her to be there on its 1st day!!! I paid for her pair
My Birthday Gift for her. its on May 05 :D
I already made my over due CONFESSION to Joan. Whew! To make it short we end up laughing and she just can’t believe I did it again and that I forgive Erik! But I’m glad that she understands me. She cuddles me and pulls my hair! She told me that
“wish ko lang na matauhan ka na! Never na mag babago ang wish ko na yan kahit kayo ulit!”
Then she smiles back at me. Whew!
I can’t wait to have a date with my twin again! I hope I can find time to meet her every Friday! I really missed her so much!
Xns:
I’m excited to go back there on Sunday with Erik he also promised me that we’ll watch a Movie (Iron Man.)
Cheesle! but with tears…
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