"HAPPY HIGH AND LOW!"

May 30, 2008 Friday

we celebrated our HAPPY ANNIVERSARY!

he even surprised me with these STUFFS here!

im very much HAPPY when i received this BEAUTIFUL FLOWERS from him with tears...
I DIDNT EXPECT HE'LL BE DOING THESE!

I'm Bowled over...

But i felt bad ABOUT EVERYTHING! i'm ONLY his 2nd option and i cant do anything about it! YES! i'm happy with him but A PAINFUL HAPPINESS i must say! hearing him saying his piece really burnt my heart down... how long am i going to allow him to HURT me? is he really worth it? Erik will always be Erik! and Khryssy will always be Khryssy! i hope everything will be alright soon... without him? YES! or maybe not? i dont know! I WANT TO SCREAM! I'M HURT BEHBY!!! how can i stand these SHIT LIFE with him? how could he EVEN BALANCE THINGS AND BE WITH TWO different people at THE SAME TIME? how can he say these line "i love you penguin" when he is texting these SAME line to the other (*&#!) i want to rip off my eyes! I WANT to BANG my ears! for me not to see and hear everything! how could i? how could i not love myself even more and save my LIFE NOW! i dont know... i really dont know! I DROP EVERYTHING! literally! That is why it is so important to let certain things go? To release them? To cut them loose? Maybe people need to understand that no one is playing with marked cards!!!! sometimes we win and sometimes we loose. Don't expect to get anything back, don't expect recognition for your efforts, don't expect your genius to be discovered or your love to be understood. this is how i think! Complete the circle? Not out of pride, inability or arrogance, but simply because whatever it is no longer fits in your life. Close the door! change the record! clean the house! get rid of the dust! Stop being who you were and become who you are.

But I'M BUSTED AGAIN! after that COMEDY LIFE WITH HIM...

HERE COMES THE DRAMA again... I MEAN OVER AND OVER AGAIN! Oh (tears...) God is good i know! i hope my baby Kyres will tap my head and BRING ME TO LIFE again!

"The Penguin's Duet!"

LISTEN!
WARNING:

THIS IS ANNOYING!!

Artist: Erik and Kreci

CHEESLE!

Lastnight: May 27, 2008

"PLEASE dont stop the music.."

ITS ALL ABOUT ME! :D

"My Happy Mother's Day Present!"

Early this morning i recieved a text message:

"Hi! Thank u 4 d flowers i love it so much.. Tcare n gODbls--) tita"

From Erik's Mommy!!!!

i really dont know what to say

(it took me a lot of minutes before i send her my reply!!!)

when i got her text i want to jump! scream! and what so ever

YES! IM OVER REACTING! cheesle

because SHE'S a V.I.P (very important person) in my life now!

My very simple

"HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY PRESENT!"

For Erik's MOMMY!

**Successful delivery!!!**

-Cheesle-

Photo by:

Ate Tammy

(special mention) :D

if she can ONLY hear my heartbeat! and feel my HEART!

"For My Mommy"

"Happy Mother's Day"

means more
Than have a happy day.
Within those words lie lots of things
We never get to say.
It means I love you first of all,
Then thanks for all you do.
It means you mean a lot to me,
And that I honor you.

But most of all, I guess it means
That I am thinking of
Your happiness on this, your day,
With pleasure and with love

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY TO

"MY DEAR MOMMY!!!"

I LOVE HER SO MUCH!

"Mall of Asia Mania!"

May 10, 2008 Saturday

We watched a movie

(What Happens in Vegas)

"A Must See Romantic Comedy Movie!!!"

after our MOVIE DATE

we watched the “2008 Pyro Olympics”

at the Mall of Asia

It’s been a trala-lala day for us

(our BLAF face hehe this is cute!)

We talked about a lot of things and surprisingly hearing him saying this line
Shocked my nerves! (twinkle slash sparkling smiles!)
“pakilala mo nga ako kay mommy mo!

Kaya lang mukhang masungit nanay mo eh”
and these
“gusto ko pumunta sa japan beh maganda daw dun!

Madali mo ba ako makukuha don?

(after kissing my forehead)

because he's teasing me while we're watching the Pyro Olympics

he keeps on shouting "Happy New Year Penguin!"

**shame shame** Penguin ssssh! haha

(after the fireworks display)

Uhm! I really don’t know what to answer aside from my BIG SMILES
(at the back of my poor mind I’m shouting these line: “DOES THAT MEAN HE WANTS TO GO WITH ME? HE WANTS TO GO WITH ME?”)

The whole day we’ve been talking about JAPAN (life style, work and more!) Oooh doodles! SCREAM!He wanted to start a little business with me Uhm!
But I don’t want to presume and assume I don’t want to believe his words anymore SORRY PENGUIN! **Cheesle**

MY Oh! so favorite YUCKEE post!!

PENGUIN hits the night!

i LOVE his CHUBBY CHEEKS sooo much!

"Oh-Flowers!!!"

May 06, 2008 Tuesday

MY WHEREABOUTS: EASTWOOD
(i meet up Ate Tammy and Amae)
First we had our dinner at Jack's Loft
Then after... here come's
MY MAIN CORE PLAN:
**Special Delivery**
"a HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY Bouquet of Flowers for their Dear Mommy!"
(Erik's Mom)

I'm so tense while doing my message card

haha isn't obvious? take e peek of my super Overwrought MODE!!

TAKE 5? i can't remember!!!
until i finally PERFECT my hand writting and my simple message! FUNNY!!!!

with Amae (cheesle!!!)

Photos by: Ate Tammy

"they keep on laughing at me

while i'm busy writting my note" haha

and these...

MY TRASH

"message cards"

FREE of Charge!!!

i'm so sorry!

Designer Blooms

hehe

"RED ALERT!"

as PROMISED!!! here is he!

WHO SMACK IT OFF?

PEOPLE take a peek of this THEFT slash Asshole!

NAME: DONNIE RICH SUN

he graduated from College of St. Benilde

YES!! after 2 weeks of waiting now i certainly

KNOW WHO'S WHO!

im getting really upset this past few weeks and when i knew it was REALLY HIM i want to RIP OFF HIS SKIN!!! how could he! hearing a lot of GHOST stories about him is more DRAINING!

im not only his VICTIM

10 more of US! and i guess counting!

I REALLY HOPE OUR DEAR COMPANY

will settle this matter immediately!

"Penguin's EXOTIC Ones"

Take a peek of my PENGUIN's Bizarre Lizard (yucksz) by the way this photo right here is from my dear Ate Tammy

(Erik's Sis-in Law) SPOT THE CREATURES! Whew! hehe

Last May 1, 2008

Xave arrived (Eldest Brother of Erik) from Bataan and handed his "pasalubong" for Erik.

It's a LIZARD!!! and YES! Erik LOVE's his new pets! (scary!!!) actually i havent seen them in FLESH yet but i dont want to meet them either. eeeek! im not fond of EXOTIC CREATURES!!! NO!

Anyhow he keeps on brangging these yuckeee creatures! he even plays with them every now and then! a little while ago Ate Tammy and I were chatting and suddenly after we drop this one topic we suddenly talked about the CHAMELEON LIZARDS!!!

Because Erik left his pets playing in the plants (while he's taking a shower) BADCHEEETA!

uhm! i read some facts about this EXOTIC ONES! and here it is:

Almost half of the world’s chameleon species live on the island of Madagascar. This chameleon community is not only the world’s largest, it is also the world’s most unique; with 59 different species existing nowhere outside of Madagascar.
Beyond their uniqueness to the island, chameleons are unique creatures in their own right. Known for their ability to change color, they can be seen wearing a variety of colors, including brown, green, blue, yellow, red, black or white. Communication is an important reason behind these color changes. With color, chameleons can communicate with others, expressing attitudes such as their willingness to mate. Contrary to popular belief, chameleons cannot display limitless colors and do not change colors in a camouflage response to their surroundings. Instead, their skin changes in response to temperature, light, and mood. :D

A chameleon’s colorful beauty is truly skin deep. Under the transparent outer skin are two cell layers that contain red and yellow pigments, or chromatophores. Below the chromatophores are cell layers that reflect blue and white light. Even deeper down is a layer of brown melanin (which gives human skin its various shades). Levels of external light and heat, and internal chemical reactions cause these cells to expand or contract. A calm chameleon, for example, may exhibit green, because the somewhat contracted yellow cells allow blue-reflected light to pass through. An angry chameleon may exhibit yellow, because the yellow cells have fully expanded, thus blocking off all blue-reflected light from below.

Other lizards, like the green anole, can also change color. But this green-to-brown color change is much less dramatic than the vivid, distinct color and pattern changes of chameleons.

Chameleons have many other features that distinguish them from their lizard cousins. They are the only lizards with zygodactyle feet, or pincers. These grasping feet are ideal for tree climbing. Chameleons also have an extremely extensile tongue. The tongue is used to snap up insects and out-of-reach food, and can be up to twice the length of a chameleon’s body. Also distinctive are the independently moveable eyes, which allow chameleons the ability to survey the world with nearly 360-degree vision.

so are they still Yuckeee? or AMAZING!? (thinking...) let me check them first in FLESH to justify my learnings hehe Oooops! just kidding i still dont want to see them in any extent! atleast now i know they have the ability to change color. and thats a WOW! cheesle!

"My Oh-So FAVORITE Event!"

May 04, 2008 Sunday

(Rockwell Tent)

So IM BACK and Yes! We made it! on its 3rd Day!

"I’m making my Haveees with my Penguin!"

cheesle :D

Plus a little write up about the said event!

that day I was able to score 3 pairs for myself,

1 for Penguin and 1 for his sister Amae.

It was tiring but it was FUN! FUN! FUN! He designed all our my pairs! And more of his deliberation process while were there watching our assigned man to assemble our pairs
Take a peek of his busyness! :D

And here’s my little so-so about the event!

"Havaianas Addicts Can Go Crazy Again!"

There’s nothing like a sunny day to inspire you to kick off your flip-flops, put your feet up and enjoy the summer sun. But this season, don’t even think about slipping into anything clunky or plain especially since you can actually Make Your Own Havaianas to welcome the summer in perfect, personalized style.

Stylish and colorful flip-flops

should be an essential part of your summer wardrobe
The bright hues you see in just about every covetable Havaianas collection will be available for you to mix and match. And this year, the popular slim style will be offered to give creative Havaianaticos a little shine to their summer. Yeeepi!

Who says Make Your Own Havaianas is only for adults?

Young Havaianaticos will have a ball

creating their own pairs as sizes

for kidoos are available now, too!
(Taken on its 1st day May 02, 2008)

my first visit with my Twin (Joan)

Customized color combinations aren’t enough? Then design a pair that you can actually call your own. Unleash your inner chic and embellish your pair with shiny Swarovskis. And this year, Make Your Own Havaianas will be offering a one-of-a-kind treat for Havaianas customers by allowing them to spell out their name on the straps and parade their personality with lifestyle pins, with designs that range from funky headphones to sporty skateboards, to match.

And for a little bit of sass and sophistication,

complement your creation with lacinhos (“little laces”).

Styles, colors, sizes, and embellishments are available while supplies last, so be sure to check out Make Your Own Havaianas 2008! Extended until May 05

Here are my **Lovely Pairs**

(Penguins choices!)

and a CLOSER LOOK!

(its simple but i love it! with 2 flower pins)

(my BLACK and RED pair!

with letter E and K

plus 2 flower pins and 2 girl sign pins)

(OUR so called

"Pirates of the Caribbean" pair) hehe

and my FAVORITE!!!!

he designed this pair EXCLUSIVELY for "US"

he even whispered this line

"huwag mo pakita baka me gumaya!" funny!!! :D

"Make Your Own HAVAIANAS 2008!"

May 02, 2008 Friday

(on its 1st day)

Penguin fetches me at the office
(But twin didn’t know that I’m with Erik for some reasons I know she’ll get mad at me) sigh
As we went over Erik and I went to Rockwell and stroll around first and watah!
Into our surprise we saw someone (eeeek) I don’t want to mention who we saw (devastating) so we argued hardcore! hearing his painful words again, breaks my heart! He shouted at me at the top of his voice while I was crying he keeps on telling me “ang tigas na ng mukha mo ha” “ano gusto mo bulgaran na” and more of his words!
In short I don’t have the right to react! and just accept everything!
So we both decided to transfer at Glorietta instead of staying there. (that really screwed up my day!)while were on our way to Glorietta...
He wanted to pull over and leave me at the middle of the road how cruel is he!!! But later on he calms down! Again at the parking lot he shouted at me “mag ayos ka na ayoko ng me-kasamang mukhang abnormal!” I kept quiet and just brush my hair and freshen up my face because my eyes are so red! I’m scared that he might hit me again if I don’t follow what he says!
We went inside Super Bowl and talked (he hugged me and he says that he's sorry for saying such things!) so I cried and just understand. As always! But at the back of my mind I want to slap his face and I hope one day I can REALLY break his heart! I just don’t know how! I’m tired of all these but I’m holding on And being stupid is who I am now because of my love for him. (I feel really bad) it’s a cycle and I’m always hurting.
After that we’re GOOD to go again! Meaning “BATI NA KAMI” it’s as if nothing happened. We fetch Amae at JRP and they drop me off again in Rockwell to meet up Joan.
At around 7pm I arrived! Joan was there standing from 3.30pm up to the time I came in.But at least she already experienced the said event because she was away last year that’s why I wanted her to be there on its 1st day!!! I paid for her pair

My Birthday Gift for her. its on May 05 :D

I already made my over due CONFESSION to Joan. Whew! To make it short we end up laughing and she just can’t believe I did it again and that I forgive Erik! But I’m glad that she understands me. She cuddles me and pulls my hair! She told me that
“wish ko lang na matauhan ka na! Never na mag babago ang wish ko na yan kahit kayo ulit!”
Then she smiles back at me. Whew!

I can’t wait to have a date with my twin again! I hope I can find time to meet her every Friday! I really missed her so much!

Xns:

I’m excited to go back there on Sunday with Erik he also promised me that we’ll watch a Movie (Iron Man.)

Cheesle! but with tears…

"THEFT! Smack Off!!"

I don’t know if I’m supposed to do this here but still I can’t spill the beans!
(I promise my boss to keep this confidential) and I’m really having a HARD time keeping this BOMB! And it’s hard for me to keep this by myself! I have talked to people already regarding this matter and hearing lots of feedbacks really knock my nerves!
(For the record: 5 TRUSTED people know this issue)
I’m so worried about everything specially my work!

BACK TO THE ISSUE:
What hurts me more is that im starting to love these people inside my so called "corporate-world" but WHY? Me? And what’s with that amount of money that s/he even chooses to ruin his/her reputation inside our work place!
I hate to pin point who's who but I trust my gut feel! And I’m 100% sure that s/he is one of my colleague. I promise to SPILL THE BEANS as soon as issue is flattened.
I will even drop pictures and names here in my BLOG! (I’m so mad) I’ve been very good to them. I know somehow it’s my fault I should’ve grant them my TRUST! I was deceived! But I’ll make sure that my COUNTER ATTACK will hit them even more and will totally ruin their reputation! I wont let this pass by my hands I’ll make sure to file a case immediately! (I already talked to a lawyer and ask some guidance.) Yesterday my boss called me and asked some details (documented) and when I asked him if he saw the surveillance camera he answers yes! but he didn’t mentioned the identity. (even more exhausting) he guaranteed that this issue will fall into places and it is now being handled by our HR and Fraud team. And knowing all these details? Such a big relief for me! I can’t forgive and forget whoever this person is!

I THANK my Bosses who have been very supportive! From day 1 that I have learned the bad news upto this very moment!

I immediately call them and asked for some assistance because I really don’t know what to do!

And now I’m waiting for the result! I’m scared and at the same time harassed with these issue! I want to work in an environment with GOOD quality PEOPLE! With DIRT FREE intentions colleagues! I hate those who are Social Climbers and Deceptive People!
I’m praying hard that GOD will see it through! I know my little one is also up there guiding me!

Xns:
It’s okay to be a GOODY-GOOD!
But just DON’T TRUST anyone you don’t know that well!

LESSON LEARNED!