"Playstation 3"

April 28, 2008
Penguin fetch me at the office and while we are on the road were talking about dingdong dantes' bench billboard in edsa hehe yucksz!!!! isnt? not soooo very nice (he looks like a porn star) cheeeesle!!! but still nice body hehe
we went to Greenhills for his PS3 then Gerry's Grill for our dinner then before 11.30pm im HOME :D

anyhow here's My Penguins new PS3!

nothing much to saaaay for now! i'll be leaving for work already!
tick tock tick tock!!! :D

"Make Your Own HAVAIANAS '08!"

THIS IS IT! THIS IS REALLY IS IT!

the LONG wait is over!!! yipeeee!

THE MAKE YOUR OWN HAVAIANAS 2008!

MAKE YOUR OWN HAVAIANAS IS AN EVENT WHICH RUNS

FROM MAY 2-4, 2008 AT ROCKWELL TENT MAKATI CITY

WHERE YOU CAN CUSTOMIZE YOUR OWN PAIR OF FLIP FLOPS.
YOU CHOOSE YOUR SOLE!
YOU CHOOSE YOUR STRAP!
YOU CHOOSE YOUR EMBELLISHMENTS!

FROM LETTER-PINS TO SPELL OUT YOUR NAME
LIFESTYLE PINS TO ASSEMBLE YOUR PERSONALITY,
SWAROVSKI TO EXPRESS YOUR CHIC.

LACINHOS(LITTLE LACES) ARE ALSO AVAILABLE TO DRESS OUT YOUR CUSTOMIZED PAIR!

THE EVENT OFFERS ADULTS AND KIDS SIZES AND TOPS AND SLIM STYLES.

SO MY FELLOW HAVAIANAS DEVOTEE

DON'T LET THIS CHANCE SLIP AWAY! COLORS AND SIZES AS WELL AS THE PINS ARE LIMITED!

IM SOOO EXCITED!

LET'S GET IT ON!!!

"The Penguin's Crocs"

dyan-dyarah! take a peak of our HAPPY FEETS!

(taken last February 28, 2008)

when we watched Jumper in Megamall

Crocs for PENGUIN!

Last last week (April 12) when we had our walkathon in Gateway! He fits this black and red crocs and he told me that he likes this color (but he didnt ask me if i can buy this for him)
and soooo... Last week when i had my shopping galore i immediately bought this pair for him!
ssh! he has no idea about this! :D
I'm making "bawi" now, Because since day one he's been our BANKer everytime we goes out! (meaning he PAYS for everything!) from movies, our lunch, dinner etc... cheesle!

xns:

he promised that he'll buy me a new nine west wallet! uhm! lets just wait and see! winky doodle! anyways im not asking anything in return penguin! i just want to see his TRA-LA-LA smile everytime i hand him over my present! A BIG HUG is enough! :D
we're going to meet up tomorrow! yipeeeeeee!

BIG CHEESLE!

"Tra-la-la"

April 25, 2008
Friday night Penguin fetch me at our house. we're supposed to go at fort and drink but because of some reasooons we just ate and talk!

im happy being with him and at the same time im surprised!

primarily because of the changes happening between the two of us! i will admit that sometimes im still having doubts in my heart! a lot of traffic barriers is on our way!

but i still wish to be with him for the rest of my everything!

i love him dearly! itsssss been a year now! and well after all the tragic im still here waiting and staying with him!
i know he's not fair but giving him all my love says it all! sometimes i feel that he loves me but most of the time i really dont feel his sincerity! i hate him SOOOO MUCH! but i love him VERY MUCH! isn't freaky!? yes it is! but i guess that is what i call "my predicament of love for him" a lot of people hates him! even my family hates him.
im just praying that things will be more easier for us! haaaaaay! im tired of crying.
but i wish one day he'll realize my worth cheeesle(enough of this drama!)

April 26, 2008

on our waaaay home
(he'll be going to bataan with his family thats why
we didnt have the chance to eat for lunch!)
"its okay penguin i understand!" :D

Penguin and I were singing my favorite song "a little bit" while i took this picture hehe
my new (PANG-ASAR) song for him :D
"why dont you love me the way i love you! it feel so crazy, coz i dont know what i did to you....if youre gonna hurt me then do it quickly coz im tired of crying if you dont want to stick around then baby FORGET ABOUT ME"

uhm! yes? NICE cheeks PENGUIN!!! :D

"CHANGE OF PLAN!"

April 22, 2008 Tuesday

Penguin fetch me at the office at around 2.30pm (i file my half day leave!!!)
I'M A BADCHEETA! sssh!

Our whereabouts:
we went to G4, ate at Friday's (buuurp!) and we end up looking for a new gadgets. and watah! Erik and I was hooked with this PS3. (we even went to Megamall to check more package offers) sooooo as we moved on i can see this sparkling interest in penguins eyes! and im 100% correct!!! he wanted this PS3! he's inlove with it! soooooooo much!!!

i open up my plans for him, i asked him what he wants, an IPOD touch, SUUNTO Watch or PS3?
he was shocked after i spill the beans! :D
and seeing him SMILING BACK at me makes me wonder more! hehe
he asked me again "BAKIT?" i told him that im planning to surprise him with an IPOD touch but seeing his interest with this PS3 change my plan! soooooooo... to make it short i have decided to give him a PS3 instead of an IPOD touch!
and TOMORROW will be his DAY!
(JUST READ BETWEEN THE LINES!) hehe
im excited to hand him his "NEW PS3!" my anniversary gift!

"It's a GREEN DAY after all!"

April 17, 2008 Thursday

JR (my officemate) took this picture of mine.

They keep on knocking off my nerve because of my office blousse! :D

its a shinneeee GREEN one! hehe so they gave me a "pasalubong when they ate their merienda"

B-A-D-C-H-E-E-T-A-'S

take a peek! of my GREEN day!

ooops! by the way my favorite color is green :D

"STRAWBERRIES!!!!"

April 15, 2008 Tuesday

After work, i meet up Achie and Kuya Xave in Starbucks Metrowalk with Chesa and Tin (my officemates)

and what a surprise when Ate Tammy handed me with this stuffieees

"WOW strawberries my all time favooorite!"

i supeeeer LOVE them!

xns:

THANKS!!

Ate Tammy and Kuya Xave

you really MADE my day!!!

i even share it with penguin that i recieved a present from you guys! and i told him that im sooo happy with my strawberries!!! :D

"The BEE's Day!"

The wedding day itself:
Ate Tammy and I had breakfast together!
then after i took a shower and get ready... :D

Vivere Hotel (with Amae)

BANATE - BASILIO NUPTIALS

March 29.2008 Saturday

(Fernbrook Gardens)

The Bride...

need to say mooooore!

i super love them both!

Congrats!!! Ate Tammy and Kuya Xave

but WAIT!

THERE'S MORE

haha

for my xns:

(with Amae and JASON kulit!!)

he's soooo kulit!

"Meet the PARENTS"

March 28, 2008 Friday

Where: Vivere Hotel Alabang
(a night before Ate Tammy and Kuya Xave's Wedding!)

What HAPPENED?
That night was MY VERY FIRST MEETING with ERIK's Mommy and Papa! blagag!

(oooooooh my gahd!!!! THIS IS IT! Ate Tammy opens the DOOR!!!)

i waaaas sooo nervous slash tense and at the same time very timid! but WATAH! they're both nice!!! my heart wants to explode PROMISE! haaay but wait! THANKS to Ate Tammy, Kitine and Amae for the Moral support! :D From Friday Night upto the BIG Day itself Amae, Erik's youngest sister never leave my side!!!

Check this out:
(with Kitine)

something serious

"The OPEN FORUM session" haha

the not so very tense BRIDE agree Ate Tammy?

Bonding with Amae!! :D

Mirror OH Mirror! Amae's idea :D cheeesle

xns:

i never imagine myself bonding with

Erik's Family not until this day!

wheeew!

"POSER is BACK"

"BOILING POINT" is my word of the day!
Earlier I was checking my baby's blog and into my surprise I read a very distressing comment! From POSER WTF!!! Here she goes again! I hate her words! Soooo kadiri! And so jologs! I don’t want to counter attack her anymore. Because I don’t want to stoop down her level! Im pushing away Erik and yet…. He is the one asking me to stay! What the hell is she talking about anyhow! IT HURTS ME A LOT! Because it’s about my baby this time! Kyres is with Papa God already why can’t she just SHUT UP HER BABBLE MOUTH and fuck up! I hate doing this thing but I need to burst this out!

IM GONNA MARK THIS LINE FOREVER: I WILL NEVER EVER FORGIVE HER! Until my very last day here on earth! I promise this to myself!

"URBAN BAZAAR"

Today: 12.30pm meet up Tin
where are we going? we are going back to Rockwell (URBAN BAZAAR)

shoooopping mode! my gulay i dont want to compute all my expenses! blagag!
but im very much HAPPY with my shopping bags!!! yeeehiii!
my gooodness here i go again!
and i have a confession to make im going to buy that GUCCI bag!!!! :D
uhm! i need to give myself a tra-lala GIFT! uhmmm! goodbye ipod touch? oh well! he dont deserve to have ONE anyhow! tsk badcheeeta!
7.30pm im back HOME!

"LEFT OUT!"

uhm! i hate doing this but i will give it a shot!

My step dad is back home! To visit my mommy
Where are they? HYATT Hotel I haven’t seen them since my Papa Manchang arrived.

Last Friday they went in Morong Bataan to visit some relatives. With my Lola and my Tita im left home with Manang Rosie. (Thanks to Erik because he fetch me last Friday night!) tsss… (I don’t even know that they’re leaving!)

I feel so left out these past few months! They don’t even want to join me in our dining table and more of those heart breaking whatsooooever!

Sometimes I just want to leave it all that waaaay! I don’t want to brag things because I know I have my faults and it was really a devastating part of my life but my question is why only now? Why this sudden burst of anger?

I have no one to hold on to… And I can’t take this any longer! I love them so much and im sooooo sorry for all the things that I’ve done to them especially to my mom. Okay! Enough of this drama!

I just want to focus more now on my career path! I have lots of overkill suitcases here in my mind and in my heart! It hurts me a lot, thinking of all the things that had happened in my life and sad to say but I’m still searching for an answer!

I’m in a traffic lane! So traffic that I don’t even know where to go anymore! And where to stop! I still love the person who perfectly ruined my life! Im loving him with no guarantee that he’ll be mine at the end of the day! Any day now he’ll be leaving me again I’m sure of that! But why am i still staying?
I just don’t know… I so love him this much! So much that I can even forget about everything that he had done to me! Im praying that one day he’ll realize my worth not as someone who will just make him happy but someone worthwhile! I maybe a little piece of a diamond but I know my worth and I know my value he just can’t see that little piece of me! Tears!

"My wishlist for my PENGUIN!"

May 30, 2008 our Anniversary!

and im planning to surprise him with this:

OR

divers watch

CHEESLE! :D

"Long weekend with PORKY!"

April 5, 6 and 7, 2008

Erik's Place:

our whereabouts? from saturday upto monday?

pig out!!! sleep!!! pig out!!! sleep!!! blagag! but i had so much fun bonding with Erik. i love the way he took take care of me. im hopping that he wont be leaving me again! tears! dramaaaa :D