"KEITH KYRES..."

Last January 06, 2008

I was rushed to the hospital and well everything follows… MY WORST NIGHTMARE!

For my baby: KEITH KYRES

I know you’re up there now with papa god pls! Guide mommy and help me to move on. Baby im sorry but I can’t let you go! You will always be in my mind and my system everyday! You will still be my FIRST lovee dubee. Tears…
I know soon we’ll see each other (maybe there I can cuddle and kiss you!)
Baby please visit mommy in her dreams… I so love you dearly my little one!

I will still be waiting this date: JULY 26, 2008 (supposedly my due date…) my baby’s BIRTH DATE!

this is for my Little one:

we went to christ the king January 14, 2008

i may not have my KYRES PHYSICALLY but in my heart and my mind my baby will always stay with me for the rest of my life... tears!

"BEE Movie!"

Everyone is going ga-ga and waiting for this BEE MOVIE!! including my 2 dear friends!

(my Twin Joan and Achie Tammy!) :D

Open in theaters: January 09, 2008 Wednesday (Philippines)


About BEE MOVIE:
Barry B. Benson is a graduate bee fresh out of college who is disillusioned at his lone career choice: making honey. On a rare trip outside the hive, Barry's life is saved by Vanessa, a florist in New York City. As their relationship blossoms, he discovers humans are mass consumers of honey and decides to sue the human race for stealing bees' honey.



and more BEE'S... just visit this site: http://www.beemovie.com/

ENJOY!

XNS:

This cutesy's are from Mc Donalds HAPPY MEAL! hurry! and collect them ALL NOW! I so love them! (cheesle)
Fly and BEE happy! HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

" From Jai to Me"

Ive got mail: from my dear friend Jai!!!

(he also made this cutesy!) :D i so love it!

here it is: From Jai
It illustrates: have you watched the movie, THE CITY OF ANGELS? There's a line there: "I cant see you but I know you're there". Hmm, sana nararamdaman mo yung care ko sayo, na iniisip kita kahit hindi mo ako nakikita.

xns:

OH MY GAHD!! Jai you made me cry i'm sooooo touch!!! Thanks!!!

I MISS YOU BIG TIME Boss..tears

"Plastic Dolls"

There’s this saying goes…
"It is better to be TRUSTed than to be loved."

B-I-N-G-O!! The magic word in life I guess is TRUST!
(We dealt in our own lives and play with our own cards)
ONE MAJOR RULE: we should know how to play it hardcore because if not? we’ll be defeated and crashed down.

Im a bit exhausted of hearing this to a lot of people:
“khryssy hirap kasi sayo grabe ka magtiwala sa mga tao, hindi mo na alam sino ang totoo sa skanila.” THIS IS OH-SO-TRUE!

I received an UNEXPECTED call before the New Year hits the clock…
I was sooo shocked hearing that voice, while im holding my phone I started crying but I see to it, that person is not hearing my tears. I’ve heard a lot of explanations and im speechless BIG BANG! another issue hits me! (I will not mention everything in here) I just can’t believe what ive heard and it was really a devastating one! I hate being skeptical to other people and I hate judging them by a mere hear say, because I think it’s a big NO-NO and if the story aren’t true I don’t bite them literally!

My friends know me, from my very 1st and last word that I’ll utter if I don’t like who’s in front of me! Im not a plastic doll seriously! If I don’t feel like talking to you I will make you feel it and if I vanished my trust on you SORRY but no way to have it back again (especially for a friend ive been there and done it already!) in the past ive trusted a lot of people and what did I get? Nothing!! I gave them all! My attention, my money literally my everything! If they need someone im the best person they can talk to! I don’t give them my limitations and I don’t give boundaries as long as i can help them I will give it all to them!

But NOW! Who am I going to trust at this very moment aside from my best persons?
All I can say is this!
I may be deceived if I trust too much, but I will live in torment if I don't trust enough.
To be trusted is a greater complement than to be loved isn't? I DON’T KNOW WHO IS WHO and WHAT IS WHAT! But I know someone is up there watching us all down here soon I’ll be getting my answer. But for now im backing off to those people who aren’t TRUE to me and keeps on banging my nerve!

I don’t get mad easily but im over flowing and my kindness is over I will make them feel my anger this time. It’s a matter of silent treatment and it’s a matter of forgetting even their names. “Ditch” is the right and appropriate term for them!
Im hurting because it’s a 3 in a row… who else and what else!! Isn’t over yet?!! If not let it all out now Papa God! Im tired of these people! Im tired! How could they do these to me!

Applause to them for being such a great actors and actresses!!! I salute them for being one!
Im not a envy person, I never talk shit, I give chances (so many chances) but instead i am a very giving person, I don’t get mad easily I weigh up things 1st! I love dearly (whether youre a new found friend or even a so-so friend) to tap this all I’M A REAL PERSON! YES! Hate me for doing this but I’ll boast it on! I am flaunting it! (Im not a “show off person” but at this very moment? In any degree im doing it!!! im boasting my whole packaging!! Im so angry!!)
I hate pretentious people, Envy people! Plastic doll people I hate all these crap junk stories and more…

WHATELSE! WHATS NEXT IN LINE… im not a perfect human being but I see to it that in every accomplishment I have done in my life! I keep it all real!
When I say I’ll be here and there for you no matter what, and more of me… TRUST me on this because I will give it to you! Not half hearted but whole heartedly!

Xns: "i cant sleep i just need to burst this out here!!! its 5.50am and im still awake!"

Shoot: Just don’t try to speak when you don’t meant and understand what you’re saying!
Use a HEART not a PRIDE. Conceited persons are not WELCOME IN MY LIFE!
Think and absorb this: Nobody believes the official spokesman... but everybody TRUSTS an unidentified source.

i'm through...