"Down below..."

I had my ultrasound yesterday November 15, 2008 Saturday 

 (St.Luke’s Medical Center)

Take a peek of my baby (14 weeks and 2 days old)

Pengi has a good cardiac condition :D 

Fetal Heart Rate: 150 Beats Per Minute

Erik wasn’t able to make it because he was sick. Anyhow I’m on my 2^nd trimester already. I’m feeling a bit better now. But not to mention those little cramping/ tickling inside my abdomen it’s kinda eerie and scary hehe though I know it is just my baby playing.

Yesterday i had a lot of fun viewing my little one inside my tummy. Pengi is moving his head right to left and after doing his “pacute” moves he raised both of his arms it's as if he is waving a hello haha my doctor says “look at your baby malaki na sya and nakataas kili kili party people” :D my baby is doing good and has a good cardiac condition wohooooo! 5 more months to go! Tick tock tick tock. I’m excited to know if Pengi is a HE or a SHE hehe (crossed fingers) I'm also excited to shop for my maternity clothes this coming week (i'm showing a little bit) Wooooot! 

Xns:

WHY PENGI? (Erik’s idea his own version of BABY PENGUIN) haha

"Wouldnt it be nice..."

if i could only sing this song infront of his face :D haha

my favorite lines:

"Wouldn't it be nice if we were older

(little Erik)

then we wouldnt have to wait so long..."

(little Kreci)

"And wouldn't it be nice to live together in a kind of world where we belong..."

"Wouldn't it be nice if we could wake up In the morning when the day is new

and after having spent the day together

hold each other close the whole night through..."

"Happy times together weve been spending

I wish that every kiss was neverending..."

"Wouldnt it be nice...."

i LOVE you tababoy! nyahahaha corn ball! Wooot!

"Happy Mommy!"

Yesterday September 26, 2008 Erik and I went again to the hospital (had my TVS to monitor my little one's heart beat and visited my OB-GYN) and wohooooo! at 7 weeks and 1 day my baby's heart rate: 150 bpm last week it's 117 bpm. My doctor told me that it's a good cardiac activity. As she says: "NO WORRIES BABY IS DOING GOOD" cheeesle! my heart wants to jump! Thank you Papa God!!! And for the record all of my laboratory exams (urine test, blood count test etc...) are all well! :D 

ALL I CAN SAY IS THIS: I'm so thrilled to see my baby! :D 

GOD BLESS ME AND MY LITTLE ONE! 

"HAPPY HEARTBEAT!"

Yesterday Erik and I visited my doctor. Again i had my TVS (Transvaginal Ultrasound) for my baby's heartbeat. And wow!!! at 6 weeks and 1 day my little one's heart rate is normal (tears of joy...) what a BIRTHDAY gift for me. Next week were going back again for another TVS my doctor wants to monitor my little one's heartbeat. My due date is on May 14, 2009 :D 

GOD IS REALLY GOOD! AMEN! 

"Listen!"

I love this song... "My Happy Song" :D Enjoy!

"Sat-ur-day!"

September 13, 2008

Erik and I visited my doctor. She explains the result of my ultrasound and gave me my prescription. I will be having my second TVS (Transvaginal Ultrasound) on the 27th. Whew! Again ouch! Anyhow after my check-up we went to Shangrila. Our purpose is to buy a PALAMERS LOTION/CREAM (Stretch Marks Prevention) I bought the Palmers Concentrated Cream (Erik's Demand)

The Scenario: He asked the sales lady what's the difference between the concentrated cream and the lotion?

The Dialogue:

Sales lady: "Sir yung cream mas stickier and mas concentrated po sya".

Erik: "Eh kapag lotion?"

Sales lady: "Sir Pareho lang sila eto nga lang lotion"

Erik: "Ha? Eh di walang pinag kaiba"

Sales lady: "Pareho lang po ng content"

Erik: "Ano ba mas mahal?"

Sales lady: "Yung cream po!"

Erik "Ah eto nalang pag mahal mas maganda"

---!END OF DISCUSSION!---

I was smiling while looking at them talking haha so as discussed i mean as discussed by them the CREAM won over the Lotion. haha I wanted to buy lots of those concentrated cream already but Erik stopped me for doing so. He uttered while laughing "O.A ka isa muna bilhin mo" haha

(The most talked about concentrated cream)

eto nalang daw kasi mahal :D

After buying that said "Concentrated Cream" we both decided to stay and hear the holy mass inside the mall while we're on our way to hear mass i heard someones calling "Ate! Ate!" i'm not sure if that's me but still i turned my back SURPRISINGLY! it was Erik's sister Amae. :D I was so shocked! I wanted to kiss her but i'm too shy because she was with their Mommy whew! so as we moved on Erik told me that his mom and his sister might hear mass also. again into OUR SURPRISE! (His Mom, Amae plus Ate Tammy and Kuya Xave) was there too. :D that was the very 1st time his Mom saw us together after that drastic happenings in our relationship. whew! After hearing the holy mass i wanted to come near them but Erik says :"Halika na hayaan mo na nakita na tayo eh!" he was laughing because he felt that i'm so tense whew!
After that incident we watched a movie (HELLBOY II The Golden Army) while inside the movie house, I kept on telling him that i want CONGEE and SIOPAO for dinner.

IT'S DINNER TIME! :D

(instead of CONGEE and SIOPAO i changed my menu plan

I want HOUSE OF MINIS PORTER HOUSE STEAK this time)

(Enjoying his soup...)

(My sizzling plate! Yehey!)

"Tidbits"

The book presents advice in a question-and-answer format. It proceeds chronologically from the time a woman first begins to suspect pregnancy, through each of the nine months (with one chapter devoted to each), and into the postpartum period. The beginning of each chapter briefly and clearly expressed lists normal physical and emotional changes and symptoms a woman may be experiencing, and gives information on what a woman can expect when visiting her doctor or nurse midwife during that month. Following these chapters is a section on nutrition during pregnancy, called the "Best Odds Diet." Reading this book all over again really helped me in a lot of way.

(This book was given to me by my dear friend)

Ate Tammy: Erik's Sister in Law

I had my TVS (Transvaginal Ultrasound) yesterday (September 12, 2008)

so far the baby is in the right position and it's not ectopic pregnancy.

   

I hope everything will be alright this time. We are both excited and of course very happy for this blessing and well this time i'll be more careful.  I'm asking for more guidance. I know Papa God is up there guarding our little one. 

Today:

Erik and I will visit my doctor again. She'll be explaining the result of my ultrasound. After we are going to hear mass at St.Pio. Watch a movie and Eat dinner. 

"PAPA GOD's Birthday Gift!"

I woke up this morning embracing my wonderful prayer to Papa God... AMEN!

while doing this blog i cant help myself but to cry. Ooops! this time (tears of joy...)
yesterday i was surprised to know the big news of my life.

(Technically I'm on my 5th week...)

I immediately announced it to Erik and i was even more surprised with his reaction. At first i was so nervous because he might not say a thing or so... But surprisingly he rolled it up, he wants us to take good care of it (double this time) his mantra: he wants to look for a job because he doesn't want me to work because of my condition (but i still want to keep my job.)

and more of our heart beating conversation. Today we'll be visiting my doctor. He insisted an immediate check-up. Until now I'm speechless. All i want to do now is just to take good care of it and think that everything will be alright.

his text: "Wag k matakot beh. Hnd ko kyo iiwan ng anak nten..."

IT'S MY HAPPY BIRTHDAY GIFT
From: God

"Short..."

Yesterday September 06,2008 Saturday

Erik and I went to Eastwood: Saturday Mass at St.Pio. After we went to Serendra had Dinner at Chelsea. Scrumptious Dinner! Burp!

While doing our walkathon Erik and I spotted my college friends (Joyz and Alarice) I was very thrilled to see them infront of me. I was so shocked! haha big cheesle on my face!!! I immediately hugged and kissed them i haven't seen them for a long time. GAHD! i super miss them.

 

(Snapshot by: Joyz Ducut)
take a peek of her works http://joyz1983.multiply.com

Whew! It was tiring. and it was FUN! Erik and I talked a lot of things and argued on something. (as always) After that walkathon mania we end up buying these pair of havaianas.

(his and hers)

Cheesle! and that's all for now... :D

"My HELPING Hand..."

My cousin Carll and i were a bit busy a little while ago.

Why?! because he asked me if i can help him to finish his school project.

(even before this, almost everyday he never fails to ask me if i can help him with his projects and assignments but as much as i want to help my cousin, i have no time anymore because I'm always tired from work.) But today i give it a GO! Since I'm not doing anything at all. 

And so... wish granted! 

it was FUN! because we've painted this cute little figurines.

I painted this ballerina girl. 

The color combinations: 

(Hair:Brown Top:Pink Skirt:Green Socks:Pink Shoes Purple)

"My Cute Master Piece" 

Cheesle!

and he painted this cutesy couple kissing. 

(sorry! no picture! he ruined everything!) haha 

i miss doing this stuff with him he is my favorite cousin ever. I even took care of him when he was a baby and wow! he is taller than me now he is 5 foot 9 inches tall. He also loves to play basketball. Oh well it runs in the blood one of our cousin is a basketball player. But guess what we haven't seen Carll playing in court hehe weird isn't! Anyhow How time flies so fast. A year or two he'll be graduating in high school. Whew! 

After doing his project he kissed and hugged me as he says this:

 "Thank You Ate Khryss Kain na tayo!"

 and thats the reason why i love this boy very much! :D

"Happy 08.30.08"

Yesterday August 30, 2008 we celebrated our so called

"Penguin's Day" at Eastwood (the place to be) haha corn ball :D

After our HUGE fight and almost 3 days of no talking or even texting, Friday night i recieved a one liner text from him and the rest is a blah blah blah...
The reason of that HUGE fight is because
he got jealous with one of my officemates.
he doesn't want me entertaining anyone (as if i am!)

I hate him when his paranoia mode hits his nerve,
no one can stop him with his words and it really kills me. blagag!
(as if i can CHEAT on him) tsk!

Anyhow lastnight we had our buffet dinner at Italanni's
after hearing the 6pm Holy Mass at St.Pio :D

(chew!chew!chew! haha)


Wooot! and of course "me, myself and i"
inside the ladies room haha



and he is checking my phone over and over again!
i will just give it to him. All i can say is this:
i will never hurt him or even cheat on him
and for the record thats a fact :D
"we are far different from each other penguin"
from: ME to: HIM
P-E-R-I-O-D
Cheesle!

"My Advance HAPPY BIRTHDAY Gift For Myself!"

YES! Weee! finally the long wait is OVER! 

Here she is! 

My birthday gift for myself (how many days to go before my 23rd birthday) Wohoooo! Anyhow nothing much special with this iPhone "i think" almost same-same with the 2G version "or" maybe i cant feel the pressure yet? haha

Oh well! I'll be doing my own research later while in bed Cheeeeeesle!

Plus i have a twin digits! (for my personal and business line)

i super LOVE Globe! haha

HAPPY WEEKEND! 

"My Visit!"

August 19, 2008

I visited my Twin at work! 

She is now one of the store managers of Giordano Philippines

It was a funny scene when i arrived 

she was a bit busy entertaining their clients 

buying clothes etc... haha for the record "natataranta sya!"  

while looking at her smiling she uttered this line:

"ANO BA YAN HINDI PA KASI AKO SANAY!" 

haha

Anyhow we were both laughing after that drastic scenario haha

(I miss her so much!)

"Whatever Happens-Happens!"

Over this past few years i've been analyzing a lot of things in my life! I made my own decision and sadly hurt myself even more. A lot of people calls me STUPID and most of them Hates me now. Why? Maybe because i'm loving the wrong one. But the feeling is overwhelming when he's around. When were together its all FUN and laughter's yes! sometimes with tears. What hurts me even more is that i know of this: Things might not fall into the right places anymore, even if he keeps on telling me that HE LOVES ME SO MUCH and that things will be alright soon. SAME OLD SHIT!

The real score?
I cant take it any longer! and yet im allowing it! POOR ME!

What i learned is that sometimes we need to stop analyzing the past. Stop planing the future. Stop trying to figure out precisely how we feel. Stop deciding with our mind what we want our heart to feel. Sometimes we just have to give it a go and just have to go with "WHATEVER HAPPENS! HAPPENS!"

"His 1st GAME!..."

August 20, 2008

 

We watched the PBA GAME 7 live 

Erik's 1st PBA live game encounter

FYI: He is a HUGE fan of Ginebra :D 

The Barangay Ginebra Kings played true to their “never say die spirit” as they carved a 97-84 win over Air 21 Express last night to capture the 2008 Smart-PBA Fiesta Conference crown at the Araneta Coliseum. 

Here are some of the pictures during the crazy game

(CROWD ATTENDANCE 22,902)

He is so FOCUSED! :D

During half time break

CHEEESLE!

Aaaaah! Burger Mania!

After watching the game we had our dinner at North Park

(Eeek! Chicken FEET!)

Erik's ALL TIME favoriteeee!

 I enjoyed watching the game with him and YES! we bot had FUN! It was a memorable one...

Cheeesle!

"Burn's S.D.P"

August 18, 2008

Burn's Despedida Party!
For the record we made her CRY!

She had no idea that we're going to throw her a party before she leaves us.
GOOD JOB! GOOD JOB! FOR US! haha she's not the type of person na "mababaw ang luha" not like me cheeesle but well! well! well! SHE DID CRIED! This is the second time i saw burn in tears (1st time: was when i announced that i'm pregnant!)
The party was a BLAST of FUN! we will ALL miss her.

Oooops! BUT WAIT!
Here are the evidence of our crime
haha

(Art Cake sponsored by Joan)


(My Twin)


The HEAD BANDS haha


(with Luan the Giant)


(The WACKY shot!)


"we will surely MISS HER!"


(Bogz, Kreci,Burn and Myk)


(US GIRLS!)


WE ARE COMPLETE!!!! haha
(Luan, Eka, Joan, Bogz,Kreci,Burn and Milena)

"A Day In My So Called Life..."

Most people are probably under the impression that I do nothing but write. Haha I can't blame them. I write more when I'm stressed, hence the barrage of blog entries... this is really my outlet, creative and otherwise.

Last Friday was particularly frantic. I did my call out meetings in the morning, left for Alabang to pick up documents by noon, and went straight to Ortigas "on call meeting" again by 4pm. There was no time for lunch. At about 6pm I left Ortigas to meet up my boss at Cravings in Katipunan. Waa… I’m dead tired! Drooling eyes! That was the only time I got the chance to eat.

I actually don't mind physical stress brought about by things that need to be done. I'm usually more disturbed by emotional stress, and that's usually caused by flak from melodramatic people around me. I had just more or less finished such an episode with Erik and now I've just finished one with one of my best friend. Now that's tiring… even more than the physical and mental aspect of working.

I guess in a way this is one of the reasons why I'm always writing, why I'm so die-hard when it comes to BOOKS, CHOCOLATE SHOPPING and such. These things let me break away from my daily routine, which doesn't stop at work. These things are actually FUN, and most times they bring out my crazy side, which believes I can do anything! Cheesle!

Xns: 

Writing somehow helps de-stress and decompress... much like letting out steam! Agree? :D

"Quality Time!"

July 12, 2008 Saturday 6 in the morning He was there in front of our house to fetch me.
Our destination: The Manila Hotel take a peek of our room. whoop people! eyebrows raising!

Our View....

Saturday: Our Lunch! its a bucket of chicken (KFC)
then we went out for our Dinner
(Yellow Cab)

July 13, 2008 Sunday 6am we had our buffet breakfast. 12 noon check out time.
Our Sunday whereabouts: SMX Convention Center Franchise EXPO 2008


afterwards?
Eastwood, had our late lunch and Holy Mass at St.Pio's Church in Eastwood.