"HEAVY!"

From 10 Things I Hate About You:

"I hate the way you talk to me, and the way you cut your hair. I hate the way you drive my car. I hate it when you stare. I hate your big dumb combat boots, and the way you read my mind. I hate you so much it makes me sick; it even makes me rhyme. I hate it, I hate the way you're always right. I hate it when you lie. I hate it when you make me laugh, even worse when you make me cry. I hate it that you're not around, and the fact that you didn't call. But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you. Not even close, not even a little bit, not even at all."

Xns:

Tssss! sigh! that's all i can say!

"Hello!"

Friday June 13, 2008

New Phone slash HEADACHE! (cheesle)
i LOVE it! though it's COMPLICATED whew! :D

"My Tarrot Card Reading is a Huwhat!"

how you feel about yourself now (The Empress)

This is a time for nurturing, material and domestic comfort, a feeling of abundance, harmony, joy and love. A time for motherhood - you may already be pregnant or thinking about motherhood, if female of course! If male, this is a period of joy and abundance for you too - the appearance of The Empress here could also indicate that your mother or mother figure could be of great significance or comfort at this time. This is also a card of creativity so it is a good omen if you are feeling creatively inspired at this time.

what you most want at this moment (Justice)

The cards suggest KHRYSSY, that what you most want at this time is for a fair and right outcome whether it concerns relationships or business affairs. You feel that you are in the right and that any decision or agreement to be made should be in your favor.

your fears (The Sun)

You are afraid that things seem too good to be true, so much pleasure and joy - well enjoy it, sometimes we can be pleasantly surprised. If you have been unwell this is a time of rejuvenation and good health. Perhaps you are afraid that things won’t actually get better - have faith you are about to enter a happy and pleasurable time. The Sun heralds an ending to difficulties and a time to celebrate with friends and loved ones, a time of pleasure and good news around children or the conception or birth of a longed-for baby.

what is going for you (The High Priestess)

All lines are open in your telephone exchange with your intuition, and there is no better guide than your intuition. Listen, listen carefully and the secret you want revealed will be shared with you.

what is going against you (Wheel Of Fortune)

A run of bad luck here, perhaps already evident or certainly signs that things are not going your way. The responsibility of important decisions weigh heavy with you where there are choices to make. Trust your intuition, and even if you have to make the painful decision to give up something in order to move on, then have the courage to do it. Trust that The Wheel of Fortune constantly turns and whilst it may be against you at the moment it will in time turn and bring you good fortune.

outcome (The Star)

This is a time of good luck and fortune, perhaps after a period of struggle and heartache. Good health, possibly after a time of illness, and good fortune that will give you a new zest of life. If considering a new love affair, new job or career, or travel, then go for it. You may also receive a gift or gifts!


this is REALLY a huwhatta! but amazing isn't!

"My BIBLE!"

Lastnight my officemate and i went to shop at SERENDRA.

We checked out some stuffs at TOPSHOP (i shopped some clothes and undeees too!) then after we visited my weakness bookstore! FULLY BOOKED and DANG!!! i bought this "GIRL'S ULTIMATE BIBLE"

He's Just Not That Into You

I'm very EXCITED to finish reading this book! I'll update you guys blow by blow! I'm still not doing GOOD! after 2 days of sick leave at work i think I'm still over stressed out! HEADACHE! I'm playing tough but i really have to do this MOVE. IF HE REALLY LOVES ME HE'LL FIND HIS WAY TO REACH ME! IF HE DIDN'T! so be it! Life is FULL OF SURPRISES! we just have to learn how to ACCEPT THINGS AND LET GO OF THINGS at the RIGHT TIME! I've done so much! and it's killing me now! this book really says it all "HE'S JUST NOT THAT INTO ME!"

XNS:

I FORGIVE but I never FORGET!

GOD is REALLY GOOD!

"HAPPY HIGH AND LOW!"

May 30, 2008 Friday

we celebrated our HAPPY ANNIVERSARY!

he even surprised me with these STUFFS here!

im very much HAPPY when i received this BEAUTIFUL FLOWERS from him with tears...
I DIDNT EXPECT HE'LL BE DOING THESE!

I'm Bowled over...

But i felt bad ABOUT EVERYTHING! i'm ONLY his 2nd option and i cant do anything about it! YES! i'm happy with him but A PAINFUL HAPPINESS i must say! hearing him saying his piece really burnt my heart down... how long am i going to allow him to HURT me? is he really worth it? Erik will always be Erik! and Khryssy will always be Khryssy! i hope everything will be alright soon... without him? YES! or maybe not? i dont know! I WANT TO SCREAM! I'M HURT BEHBY!!! how can i stand these SHIT LIFE with him? how could he EVEN BALANCE THINGS AND BE WITH TWO different people at THE SAME TIME? how can he say these line "i love you penguin" when he is texting these SAME line to the other (*&#!) i want to rip off my eyes! I WANT to BANG my ears! for me not to see and hear everything! how could i? how could i not love myself even more and save my LIFE NOW! i dont know... i really dont know! I DROP EVERYTHING! literally! That is why it is so important to let certain things go? To release them? To cut them loose? Maybe people need to understand that no one is playing with marked cards!!!! sometimes we win and sometimes we loose. Don't expect to get anything back, don't expect recognition for your efforts, don't expect your genius to be discovered or your love to be understood. this is how i think! Complete the circle? Not out of pride, inability or arrogance, but simply because whatever it is no longer fits in your life. Close the door! change the record! clean the house! get rid of the dust! Stop being who you were and become who you are.

But I'M BUSTED AGAIN! after that COMEDY LIFE WITH HIM...

HERE COMES THE DRAMA again... I MEAN OVER AND OVER AGAIN! Oh (tears...) God is good i know! i hope my baby Kyres will tap my head and BRING ME TO LIFE again!

"The Penguin's Duet!"

LISTEN!
WARNING:

THIS IS ANNOYING!!

Artist: Erik and Kreci

CHEESLE!

Lastnight: May 27, 2008

"PLEASE dont stop the music.."

ITS ALL ABOUT ME! :D

"My Happy Mother's Day Present!"

Early this morning i recieved a text message:

"Hi! Thank u 4 d flowers i love it so much.. Tcare n gODbls--) tita"

From Erik's Mommy!!!!

i really dont know what to say

(it took me a lot of minutes before i send her my reply!!!)

when i got her text i want to jump! scream! and what so ever

YES! IM OVER REACTING! cheesle

because SHE'S a V.I.P (very important person) in my life now!

My very simple

"HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY PRESENT!"

For Erik's MOMMY!

**Successful delivery!!!**

-Cheesle-

Photo by:

Ate Tammy

(special mention) :D

if she can ONLY hear my heartbeat! and feel my HEART!

"For My Mommy"

"Happy Mother's Day"

means more
Than have a happy day.
Within those words lie lots of things
We never get to say.
It means I love you first of all,
Then thanks for all you do.
It means you mean a lot to me,
And that I honor you.

But most of all, I guess it means
That I am thinking of
Your happiness on this, your day,
With pleasure and with love

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY TO

"MY DEAR MOMMY!!!"

I LOVE HER SO MUCH!

"Mall of Asia Mania!"

May 10, 2008 Saturday

We watched a movie

(What Happens in Vegas)

"A Must See Romantic Comedy Movie!!!"

after our MOVIE DATE

we watched the “2008 Pyro Olympics”

at the Mall of Asia

It’s been a trala-lala day for us

(our BLAF face hehe this is cute!)

We talked about a lot of things and surprisingly hearing him saying this line
Shocked my nerves! (twinkle slash sparkling smiles!)
“pakilala mo nga ako kay mommy mo!

Kaya lang mukhang masungit nanay mo eh”
and these
“gusto ko pumunta sa japan beh maganda daw dun!

Madali mo ba ako makukuha don?

(after kissing my forehead)

because he's teasing me while we're watching the Pyro Olympics

he keeps on shouting "Happy New Year Penguin!"

**shame shame** Penguin ssssh! haha

(after the fireworks display)

Uhm! I really don’t know what to answer aside from my BIG SMILES
(at the back of my poor mind I’m shouting these line: “DOES THAT MEAN HE WANTS TO GO WITH ME? HE WANTS TO GO WITH ME?”)

The whole day we’ve been talking about JAPAN (life style, work and more!) Oooh doodles! SCREAM!He wanted to start a little business with me Uhm!
But I don’t want to presume and assume I don’t want to believe his words anymore SORRY PENGUIN! **Cheesle**

MY Oh! so favorite YUCKEE post!!

PENGUIN hits the night!

i LOVE his CHUBBY CHEEKS sooo much!