"CHANGE OF PLAN!"

April 22, 2008 Tuesday

Penguin fetch me at the office at around 2.30pm (i file my half day leave!!!)
I'M A BADCHEETA! sssh!

Our whereabouts:
we went to G4, ate at Friday's (buuurp!) and we end up looking for a new gadgets. and watah! Erik and I was hooked with this PS3. (we even went to Megamall to check more package offers) sooooo as we moved on i can see this sparkling interest in penguins eyes! and im 100% correct!!! he wanted this PS3! he's inlove with it! soooooooo much!!!

i open up my plans for him, i asked him what he wants, an IPOD touch, SUUNTO Watch or PS3?
he was shocked after i spill the beans! :D
and seeing him SMILING BACK at me makes me wonder more! hehe
he asked me again "BAKIT?" i told him that im planning to surprise him with an IPOD touch but seeing his interest with this PS3 change my plan! soooooooo... to make it short i have decided to give him a PS3 instead of an IPOD touch!
and TOMORROW will be his DAY!
(JUST READ BETWEEN THE LINES!) hehe
im excited to hand him his "NEW PS3!" my anniversary gift!

"It's a GREEN DAY after all!"

April 17, 2008 Thursday

JR (my officemate) took this picture of mine.

They keep on knocking off my nerve because of my office blousse! :D

its a shinneeee GREEN one! hehe so they gave me a "pasalubong when they ate their merienda"

B-A-D-C-H-E-E-T-A-'S

take a peek! of my GREEN day!

ooops! by the way my favorite color is green :D

"STRAWBERRIES!!!!"

April 15, 2008 Tuesday

After work, i meet up Achie and Kuya Xave in Starbucks Metrowalk with Chesa and Tin (my officemates)

and what a surprise when Ate Tammy handed me with this stuffieees

"WOW strawberries my all time favooorite!"

i supeeeer LOVE them!

xns:

THANKS!!

Ate Tammy and Kuya Xave

you really MADE my day!!!

i even share it with penguin that i recieved a present from you guys! and i told him that im sooo happy with my strawberries!!! :D

"The BEE's Day!"

The wedding day itself:
Ate Tammy and I had breakfast together!
then after i took a shower and get ready... :D

Vivere Hotel (with Amae)

BANATE - BASILIO NUPTIALS

March 29.2008 Saturday

(Fernbrook Gardens)

The Bride...

need to say mooooore!

i super love them both!

Congrats!!! Ate Tammy and Kuya Xave

but WAIT!

THERE'S MORE

haha

for my xns:

(with Amae and JASON kulit!!)

he's soooo kulit!

"Meet the PARENTS"

March 28, 2008 Friday

Where: Vivere Hotel Alabang
(a night before Ate Tammy and Kuya Xave's Wedding!)

What HAPPENED?
That night was MY VERY FIRST MEETING with ERIK's Mommy and Papa! blagag!

(oooooooh my gahd!!!! THIS IS IT! Ate Tammy opens the DOOR!!!)

i waaaas sooo nervous slash tense and at the same time very timid! but WATAH! they're both nice!!! my heart wants to explode PROMISE! haaay but wait! THANKS to Ate Tammy, Kitine and Amae for the Moral support! :D From Friday Night upto the BIG Day itself Amae, Erik's youngest sister never leave my side!!!

Check this out:
(with Kitine)

something serious

"The OPEN FORUM session" haha

the not so very tense BRIDE agree Ate Tammy?

Bonding with Amae!! :D

Mirror OH Mirror! Amae's idea :D cheeesle

xns:

i never imagine myself bonding with

Erik's Family not until this day!

wheeew!

"POSER is BACK"

"BOILING POINT" is my word of the day!
Earlier I was checking my baby's blog and into my surprise I read a very distressing comment! From POSER WTF!!! Here she goes again! I hate her words! Soooo kadiri! And so jologs! I don’t want to counter attack her anymore. Because I don’t want to stoop down her level! Im pushing away Erik and yet…. He is the one asking me to stay! What the hell is she talking about anyhow! IT HURTS ME A LOT! Because it’s about my baby this time! Kyres is with Papa God already why can’t she just SHUT UP HER BABBLE MOUTH and fuck up! I hate doing this thing but I need to burst this out!

IM GONNA MARK THIS LINE FOREVER: I WILL NEVER EVER FORGIVE HER! Until my very last day here on earth! I promise this to myself!

"URBAN BAZAAR"

Today: 12.30pm meet up Tin
where are we going? we are going back to Rockwell (URBAN BAZAAR)

shoooopping mode! my gulay i dont want to compute all my expenses! blagag!
but im very much HAPPY with my shopping bags!!! yeeehiii!
my gooodness here i go again!
and i have a confession to make im going to buy that GUCCI bag!!!! :D
uhm! i need to give myself a tra-lala GIFT! uhmmm! goodbye ipod touch? oh well! he dont deserve to have ONE anyhow! tsk badcheeeta!
7.30pm im back HOME!

"LEFT OUT!"

uhm! i hate doing this but i will give it a shot!

My step dad is back home! To visit my mommy
Where are they? HYATT Hotel I haven’t seen them since my Papa Manchang arrived.

Last Friday they went in Morong Bataan to visit some relatives. With my Lola and my Tita im left home with Manang Rosie. (Thanks to Erik because he fetch me last Friday night!) tsss… (I don’t even know that they’re leaving!)

I feel so left out these past few months! They don’t even want to join me in our dining table and more of those heart breaking whatsooooever!

Sometimes I just want to leave it all that waaaay! I don’t want to brag things because I know I have my faults and it was really a devastating part of my life but my question is why only now? Why this sudden burst of anger?

I have no one to hold on to… And I can’t take this any longer! I love them so much and im sooooo sorry for all the things that I’ve done to them especially to my mom. Okay! Enough of this drama!

I just want to focus more now on my career path! I have lots of overkill suitcases here in my mind and in my heart! It hurts me a lot, thinking of all the things that had happened in my life and sad to say but I’m still searching for an answer!

I’m in a traffic lane! So traffic that I don’t even know where to go anymore! And where to stop! I still love the person who perfectly ruined my life! Im loving him with no guarantee that he’ll be mine at the end of the day! Any day now he’ll be leaving me again I’m sure of that! But why am i still staying?
I just don’t know… I so love him this much! So much that I can even forget about everything that he had done to me! Im praying that one day he’ll realize my worth not as someone who will just make him happy but someone worthwhile! I maybe a little piece of a diamond but I know my worth and I know my value he just can’t see that little piece of me! Tears!

"My wishlist for my PENGUIN!"

May 30, 2008 our Anniversary!

and im planning to surprise him with this:

OR

divers watch

CHEESLE! :D

"Long weekend with PORKY!"

April 5, 6 and 7, 2008

Erik's Place:

our whereabouts? from saturday upto monday?

pig out!!! sleep!!! pig out!!! sleep!!! blagag! but i had so much fun bonding with Erik. i love the way he took take care of me. im hopping that he wont be leaving me again! tears! dramaaaa :D