"STRAWBERRIES!!!!"

April 15, 2008 Tuesday

After work, i meet up Achie and Kuya Xave in Starbucks Metrowalk with Chesa and Tin (my officemates)

and what a surprise when Ate Tammy handed me with this stuffieees

"WOW strawberries my all time favooorite!"

i supeeeer LOVE them!

xns:

THANKS!!

Ate Tammy and Kuya Xave

you really MADE my day!!!

i even share it with penguin that i recieved a present from you guys! and i told him that im sooo happy with my strawberries!!! :D

"The BEE's Day!"

The wedding day itself:
Ate Tammy and I had breakfast together!
then after i took a shower and get ready... :D

Vivere Hotel (with Amae)

BANATE - BASILIO NUPTIALS

March 29.2008 Saturday

(Fernbrook Gardens)

The Bride...

need to say mooooore!

i super love them both!

Congrats!!! Ate Tammy and Kuya Xave

but WAIT!

THERE'S MORE

haha

for my xns:

(with Amae and JASON kulit!!)

he's soooo kulit!

"Meet the PARENTS"

March 28, 2008 Friday

Where: Vivere Hotel Alabang
(a night before Ate Tammy and Kuya Xave's Wedding!)

What HAPPENED?
That night was MY VERY FIRST MEETING with ERIK's Mommy and Papa! blagag!

(oooooooh my gahd!!!! THIS IS IT! Ate Tammy opens the DOOR!!!)

i waaaas sooo nervous slash tense and at the same time very timid! but WATAH! they're both nice!!! my heart wants to explode PROMISE! haaay but wait! THANKS to Ate Tammy, Kitine and Amae for the Moral support! :D From Friday Night upto the BIG Day itself Amae, Erik's youngest sister never leave my side!!!

Check this out:
(with Kitine)

something serious

"The OPEN FORUM session" haha

the not so very tense BRIDE agree Ate Tammy?

Bonding with Amae!! :D

Mirror OH Mirror! Amae's idea :D cheeesle

xns:

i never imagine myself bonding with

Erik's Family not until this day!

wheeew!

"POSER is BACK"

"BOILING POINT" is my word of the day!
Earlier I was checking my baby's blog and into my surprise I read a very distressing comment! From POSER WTF!!! Here she goes again! I hate her words! Soooo kadiri! And so jologs! I don’t want to counter attack her anymore. Because I don’t want to stoop down her level! Im pushing away Erik and yet…. He is the one asking me to stay! What the hell is she talking about anyhow! IT HURTS ME A LOT! Because it’s about my baby this time! Kyres is with Papa God already why can’t she just SHUT UP HER BABBLE MOUTH and fuck up! I hate doing this thing but I need to burst this out!

IM GONNA MARK THIS LINE FOREVER: I WILL NEVER EVER FORGIVE HER! Until my very last day here on earth! I promise this to myself!

"URBAN BAZAAR"

Today: 12.30pm meet up Tin
where are we going? we are going back to Rockwell (URBAN BAZAAR)

shoooopping mode! my gulay i dont want to compute all my expenses! blagag!
but im very much HAPPY with my shopping bags!!! yeeehiii!
my gooodness here i go again!
and i have a confession to make im going to buy that GUCCI bag!!!! :D
uhm! i need to give myself a tra-lala GIFT! uhmmm! goodbye ipod touch? oh well! he dont deserve to have ONE anyhow! tsk badcheeeta!
7.30pm im back HOME!

"LEFT OUT!"

uhm! i hate doing this but i will give it a shot!

My step dad is back home! To visit my mommy
Where are they? HYATT Hotel I haven’t seen them since my Papa Manchang arrived.

Last Friday they went in Morong Bataan to visit some relatives. With my Lola and my Tita im left home with Manang Rosie. (Thanks to Erik because he fetch me last Friday night!) tsss… (I don’t even know that they’re leaving!)

I feel so left out these past few months! They don’t even want to join me in our dining table and more of those heart breaking whatsooooever!

Sometimes I just want to leave it all that waaaay! I don’t want to brag things because I know I have my faults and it was really a devastating part of my life but my question is why only now? Why this sudden burst of anger?

I have no one to hold on to… And I can’t take this any longer! I love them so much and im sooooo sorry for all the things that I’ve done to them especially to my mom. Okay! Enough of this drama!

I just want to focus more now on my career path! I have lots of overkill suitcases here in my mind and in my heart! It hurts me a lot, thinking of all the things that had happened in my life and sad to say but I’m still searching for an answer!

I’m in a traffic lane! So traffic that I don’t even know where to go anymore! And where to stop! I still love the person who perfectly ruined my life! Im loving him with no guarantee that he’ll be mine at the end of the day! Any day now he’ll be leaving me again I’m sure of that! But why am i still staying?
I just don’t know… I so love him this much! So much that I can even forget about everything that he had done to me! Im praying that one day he’ll realize my worth not as someone who will just make him happy but someone worthwhile! I maybe a little piece of a diamond but I know my worth and I know my value he just can’t see that little piece of me! Tears!

"My wishlist for my PENGUIN!"

May 30, 2008 our Anniversary!

and im planning to surprise him with this:

OR

divers watch

CHEESLE! :D

"Long weekend with PORKY!"

April 5, 6 and 7, 2008

Erik's Place:

our whereabouts? from saturday upto monday?

pig out!!! sleep!!! pig out!!! sleep!!! blagag! but i had so much fun bonding with Erik. i love the way he took take care of me. im hopping that he wont be leaving me again! tears! dramaaaa :D

"Here i go..."

Start Date: March 24, 2008 MONDAY!
Job Title: Junior Business Development Officer
After how many months of thinking finally i made my decision
i already signed the contract!

And OKAY to work with them...
i don’t know recently a lot of things had happened and i keep on asking signs if I’ll be joining the BANKING INDUSTRY or whatsoever! Well in fact I have job offers from IBM Business Services (I want to accept the job offer but I don’t like the time differential schedule of work 8.30pm to 5am) im having this predicament on what to choose IBM or HSBC HSBC or IBM

But way way back I will admit I have this egocentric side because I PROMISED myself that i won’t be entering in to this kind of industry haha but whatta! PEOPLE CHANGE! Now... its OFFICIAL im going to be a part of them (as one of their sales person) I don’t know what’s in store for me with HSBC! But hearing lots of good feedback RINGS A BELL! Why not try it and start from here then…
I'M BLESSED that even before my graduation day I have lots of job offers to choose from.
(but I swear that waaaas my LONG time head ache)

Yesterday I went back at the office

(picture taking for our I.D and submittion of sss and tin no.)

I already met some of my colleagues

Most of my officemates are from DLSU, ADMU,UA&P
and we'll im from SPUQC haha COED versus ALL GIRLS whew! im alone
but they're all nice and very accommodating so i don’t think i will have a hard time dealing with them (heartbeat rissing) haha

im EXCITED!

xns:

i thank Papa God for all the blessings and guidance

AMEN!

"IBM IPAT EXAM!!"

February 06, 2008 i took the IPAT Exam of IBM

and LUCKLY! i did PASSED!

WHY non IT position cut-off?: because im not a graduate of IT related course thats why! hehe

that IT Position cut off box is for IT geeks only! :D
i already had my first interview! last friday i recieved a phone call again i already have a slot

(HR Department)

and they want me to start A-S-A-P!

Responsibilities:

(which i dont kinda understand hehe later on i'll try to dig this up!)

• Lead and manage the ER activities and team of the center.
• Will manage the HR Business Partner team. Will be in charge of one Account (as hr business partner) on top of the total HRBP team management.
• Will partner with the respective line managers and team leads in the deployment of HR programs, policies and procedures such as but not limited to performance management, succession planning, L&D, PBC. SIP etc.
• Will partner with the respective Operations managers in the identification of OD interventions that will support employee motivation, retention and engagement

Business Transformation Outsourcing (BTO) client base is composed of large multinational corporations, such as Procter & Gamble, Kodak, Avon, CVS, Lenovo, and more...

i will be having my FINAL interview on monday! :D

GOD BLESS ME!